hais. duno whats wrong with me. feel so angry now.
i dun understand why getting silver for syf its so bad. is it shameless ? is it bad ? will it do harm to the band. for me. the answers are all NO ! silver is silver. gold is gold. bronze is bronze. whatever u get just the that medal and try harder.
i duno why when a band last syf get gold. then this syf get silver like its the end of the world. or like. die already.
i think i made the wrong choice of going into haising ? as in like , its so stress in there. so many homework. school end late. teacher its like pushing and pushing and think we are robots. i carn catch up so fast.
when i ask my classmate what is this , they will go : SO EASY ! liddat duno arhs. when they say liddat . makes me feel so. stupid. makes me feel like i am not them. just not them. i duno why some of my classmates are ignoring me. but , ignore then ignore. i really dun care anymore.