when u said the sec 2's are not improving , are u refering to kaiping or the rest of us? IM SURE joanne and stacey were HURT and SAD when u said "U guys dun deserve miyazawa's" I FEEL SAD FOR THEM. because im wondering why they work so hard for african symphony. the tried so hard for the running notes. YET , u din even help them. u were playing another song. THEY ARE TRYING REALLY HARD TO PLAY THOSE RUNNING NOTES and if u are capable of running the section then by all means , please take over. HATE ME FOR ALL I CARE. YES , u have a high post in the band. but does it mean u can comment on juniors?

JOANNE AND STACEY! jiayou hor!
TMR IS THE PERFORMANCE! i haven finished practicing. AH...
gtg. BYE

IM BACK ! still in japan. SO FREAKIN TIRED OK!
the trains are simply insane. there is the JR LINE and the SUBWAY LINE.各位,the　amount of lines all add up to a total of fourteen. yesterday took a train to hakone and it took me 2 long hours to reach there. and of course 2 long hours to reach back. here temp not so cold la. afternoon is sibeh hot. but at night is sibeh cold. a world of difference. but here very dry. my lips got ezema ! AHHH. all dried up. bottom lips all red red.
BTW , things here are ex ok. dun expect me to buy things for most of you. MY DEAR FLUTE SECTION , i bought things for u all already ! bought for my class to share. cuz i dun have so MUCH MONEY WITH ME. i aint rich. gonna choing shopping tmr and it will be my last shopping day. next monday is tokyo disneyland.
gtg and sleep le. very tired.
BYE PEOPLE!

today was a seriously tiring day. after the talk in band room i went to find my parents at the air-con food court. then cried and cried and cried pouring out every single thing i was quite affected by band. i REALLY cried. i was so angry , unhappy , sad. i think i bottled all this things for so many MONTHS already. if my flute playing is affected by all this things i think i need a break from band. sometimes , i get so agitated that i almost kill myself cuz of that.
XINHUI ! HAVE A NICE AND SAFE TRIP! BONVOYAGE !!

i added some songs into my blog. 2 chinese songs and ALOT of band songs. haha.
im just tired. sorry if im showing whadever attitude or emo. i dun know why but i dun feel happy or joy when im going to band. not that i dun loveband. i love hsc band a lot. MORE THAN evmb. it seems that some people are just not interested. that makes me feel so sian. im just tired of seeing GLUM FACES. NOT INTERESTED TO LEARN AT ALLLLL. i know the 3 leaders standing up there are trying so fucking hard to dicipline to band. I JUST HAD ENOUGH!