weineng , although i dun know you much. but , seriously u dun know how painful is it when u have 2 PEOPLE ignoring or treating you differently . using sacarstic tones with you. and u treat u like nothing. its more painful than what u think. i know that many senoirs might dislike me or find me annoying. or showing attitude or being pain in the ass. but all these does not matter much to me anymore. its been quite painful these days. today was ok. i went for the friendship meeting at TSC. it was quite good. Mr Ong was there to support us. the most touching was LiXing performing. it reminds me of how fortunate i am. i almost cried but most of them cried already. then they showed us a slide show. i din know Orlando Bloom is a SOKA member too ! He is currently in SOKA GAKKAI INTERNATIONAL - UNITED KINGDOM. he was at tokyo kaikan open ceremony to welcome Mr.Daisaku Ikeda , My MENTOR for life (:
"When we think that we cannot make it , every single cell in our body deflates and is unable to carry on the fight. But , when we think we can , every cell in our body wants to take the challenge"
BYE PEOPLE (:
i hope tmr is not another suffering day. cuz IT WILL NOT BE !

i deleted my previous post. its all my fault ok.
today i declare world emo day. i wan e5 to be united. although i've only been in the class for 4 months. TODAY i took neos we weicong , stacey , shiming , xueling and clar. took and took. like crazy people. i wun wan to talk about today. its seriously depressing. and to the 2 guys out there , hate me all u wan becuz its never gonna be the same. u can hate me like shit , but i will not care. today miss khoo gave us test and i FORGOT everything about indices. miss khoo is going to murder me. im still very sad. and i can feel that kind of bitterness in my heart. i wan to at least hit a pure science class next year. transfering from ev to here is not easy. im struggling alot. many teachers might not know that i transfered. im very stress by the education system here. they end school very late everyday. and today was WORLD EMO DAY. plus all the pushing that teachers give us. but i know the teachers aint having a good time either. ms leung talk to the whole class today and i think that one particular thing she said really hit my mind. "u might not like the person in class. but u cannot vent ur anger and enemity just because u dun like that person. in the staff room , i might dislike some of them but i bear with them and not to express my anger to them". i think whad she said is very true. we come to school not only to learn math and science but also learn how to tolerate people. it will benefit us in the future.let me end this post with a quote about today.
"You might see people you dislike but like it or not , that person is going to be there. You will have to bear with it and things will appear better than you think"
BYE PEOPLE (:

this is my 70th post and it might be my last.

weijun and jermain are finally back together. and im alone. so now they 2 are the best of friends and i can isolate myself. from futher disgrace to the section. i shall shut up. its great seeing jerm and weijun being best of friends. i should not have even tf-ed to haising. can i go to CORAL ? celestine is asking me to. thank you to stacey , joanne , erhao and celestine for being there. although i dowan bother erhao much as he has he's O's this year. should i celebrate ? that wj and jerm is back together and they are..isolating me ? yeah. **screams , shout and cheers*
bye.

never post for almost 1 month. SYF . 2 days has pass and the results were stressful. so so many bands cried. THANKS TO THE JUDGES. those &^*&%^$&^&*()*(^^^% . LOL. sorry. THE RESULTS FOR DAY 1 and 2.
dayONE :
1)Woodlands Secondary - Silver (folklore for band)
2)Huayi - Silver
3)Tanglin - Bronze
4)Teck Whye - Bronze
5)Pei Hwa - Bronze
6)CHIJ Toa Payoh - Gold
7)Hougang - Silver
8)Commonwealth - Gold
9)Queensway - Bronze
10)Yuhua - Gold
11)Hillgrove - Bronze
12)Tanjong Katong Girls - Gold
13)St Anthony Canossian - Bronze
14)Kuo Chuan Presbyteranian - Bronze
15)Temasek - Silver
16)Pioneer - C.O.P
17) Swiss Cottage - Gold
18)Jurong - Bronze
19)Victoria - Silver
20)Yishun - Bronze
21)Queenstown - Bronze
22)Siling - Silver
23)CHIJ St Theresa Convent - Bronze
24)Evergreen - Bronze
dayTWO:
25)Catholic High - Silver
26)NanHua - Silver
27)Woodgrove - Silver
28)Orchid Park - Silver
29)Chai Chee - C.O.P
30)XinMin - Gold
31)Clementi Town - Silver
32)Yishun Town - Silver
33)Anglican High - Silver (They DESERVED A GOLD!)
34)Chesnut Drive - Bronze
35)Broadrick - C.O.P
36)Jurongville - Silver
37)Dunman - Silver
38)Crescent Girls - Gold
39)Clementi Woods - Silver
40)St Patrick - GoldWithHonour (BLEAH!)
41)MacPherson - Bronze
42)Paya Lebar Methodist - Silver
43)Coral - Bronze
44)First ToaPayoh - Silver
45)Raffles Girls School - Gold
46)Chua Chu Kang - Bronze
47)Fuchun - Bronze
48)Siglap - Silver
49)Yio Chu Kang - Silver
50)ACS (Barker) - Bronze

SO FUCKING SAD ANGLICAN GOT SILVER )):
THE JUDGES SO STRICT.
HAISING AND NGEE ANN , GAMBATTE !