this few days. really tough for me.
To you know who : i really really felt hurt. very hurt. i trusted you the most. i told you things yet you betrayed it. i was shock. i was hurt. the reason why i told you was because i trusted you. i trusted you alot. so much. but , what did i get back in return ?
i'm so scared. i will be alone in band. with no one to talk to. to tell how i feel in school. to tell you how stress i am in school. i am really scared. of course , things may change. it will be different. i am just so scared , who will i tell all my feelings to. i hope someone will be there. and i hope it will be you with more trust in me. although u hurt me alot. you really do. i could not sleep. i thought and thought. i realised you were the only one i can trust so much. but you make me think , trusting you would never happen again. today , was a really really bad day. i am thinking of not joining SYF. alot of reasons.
i go le. bye
i trust you more then ever after this incident.